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Unrealfire's Nexus Crystal>>Portal To The World Of Chaos<< August 04 FeelingWay beyond the surface
Mind fades into eternal dust
Twisted by the memory
Enraged by the action
Hollowed soul
Mangled into pieces
Fog of flesh
Taste the blood
Standing in men
Feeling no man
Having a life
Feeling no life
Chaotic sky
Madness nature
Retribution would eventually come
Fallen angels would rebuild their wings
Walked in the real
Lived in the fantasy
Being a mortal
Searching for my value March 16 Day 92-98Week 2
This is the second week of this semster. That's way too fast, 1/6 of this semster had just been passed. I couldn't even feel anything special yet. The workload became a little be heavier, but compare to last year's units, its not a big deal. I knew some friends in Geelong this year, they are few years younger than me and they are wonderful friends. I am happy to hanging around with them, no pressure, no sadness, no conversation about studies/jobs/futures, only pure happiness. I feel like I came back to those years when we do not need to face problems. But this is only a way to eliminate the pressure, to temporarily escape from the real world. I totally understand what should I do, what should I face to. But I do not enough confidence and evidence to predict or draw my future, especily after heard of so many people can't find a job whose academic result is far better than me.
I had been thinking about my own Doom's Day for many times, but I still need to move on. Die without trying is not my way to do things. I am still a newbie in this world, this subject need life time to master is.
March 08 Day 85-91 Week 1Week 1
This is the first week after I came back and this is also the first week of this semester. It is hard to tell my feeling about this 'bonus' year, some disappointment, upset, but there are also hope, the meaning and goal of my current life.
On week 1, I was mainly busy on the preperation of extend my visa. That would be the main job I need to be done as fast as possible since the first week do not have heavy workload. There are no tutorial or lab section, and lectures are just focus on introducing or overviews. The process of extending my visa is not that smooth, but after all, I got the most important document I need, the CoE, confirmration of education. That is the offical prove that I do need extra time to finish my undergraduate study.
I study Japanese 1 in this semeter, the reason for studying it is that I am already sick of choosing any subjects in my ECSE(Electical and Computer System Engineering) area. I have to study something else to lighten my headache. It is so pity that I wasted one approved elective unit in year 3, or I can choose Japanese 1 in semester 1 and Japanese 2 in the next semester. Now I only have one approved elective left. In the following semster, I still have three extremely annoying units to choose, this gonna drive me crazy...
The first week is not smooth but not too bad either. Everything looks fine. March 02 Day 84LOTS of things...
Health examination, applying IELTS and extend my visa... too many things...
Applying for extention of student visa:
Form 157A
eCoE Fee: about 400 Copies of passport Four recent passport photographs Certificates of relationship of family members Certificate of birth HSA examination Renew OSHC Academic transcripts Bank statement The procedure of apply student visa had been changed. Now everyone needs to apply online first, scan all the
documents required and upload to the website. If all required documents are valid then you will be asked to
go to the immigration office to see the officer face to face.
HSA examination: Fee: 234 Form 26 Form 160 The receipt The credit card that used to pay the fee IELTS test:
Two forms Two photographs Copy of passport Fee: 308 for each apply The next availiable IELTS G test is on mid of June... I need to book for two or three tests, if any tests got
passed, I can still have 75% of the fee I paid after cancelation.
Monday is my first day, I have to ask how many elective subjects I can choose and I still not sure if I was allowed to study Japanese 1 in this semester. The preperation for IELTS can be paused for a while, the visa
is most important. I am still planing to find a part time job. There are two hours of my class clash, and
both are auto allocated, can not be changed, looks like I have to be absent for two hours of one lecture. My
timetable sucks so bad, almost all the classed are in the afternoon, finishs at 6pm. That's not good for a
part time job working period... And the agent want an inspection of the house, we have to do a big cleaning
someday. I still have lots of clothes need to be washed, need to take the photograph, and I am not sure if I
need some certificates for my visa...
So many things... fainted... March 01 Day 83Familiar and Strange Life Finally I came back to this place, everything looks so familiar, but with different heart, everything also looks strange. We just left for three months, there are spider webs everywhere and tons of ashes, extremely mass of the garden. The cockroach family members seems like not very happy about our arrival, simply, they have to die for this. I threw lots of rubbish, including lots of books back to my high school time. I still feel a little pity about those books before, but now, thrown them into the bin without even thinking. Once decide to have a new life, everything that belongs to the past has to be thrown away. The only task I left is my clothes, the washing machine will have a tough day tomorrow... February 23 Day 77Chaos
Late in the night,
Mind is confused. Time flees, Heart shakes. A new life ahead,
Nervous, tension. What kind of effort should I achieved to be enough. What level of love should I provide to stablish it. Strong soul is needed. For everyone who has faith. Unpredictable future. Just do our best. February 21 Day 75Day 74 has no English version.
Life
We all use our whole life time trying to make our lives better, for ourselves and for the one who we love. No matter you are rich or poor, there are always the moment of upset, depressed, and there also are things that make everyone unhappy. Nonetheless, almost every little such things are related to the money.
Destitute people have to think about how to earn more money all the time. For everything they are trying to do, their financial situation would be the most important element they have to consider first. They have limited place to go, limited experience to experience. Even they have a real happy life, they would still feel disappointed when seeing something they love but can not have.
Rich people have tons of money coming with the very high level of consumption. The more money you already have, the more money you want to have. They have the life which normal people can not even imagine, they also have difficults and serious problems which normal people will not face. With enough money, everyone can change, everything can change. Those people would not be the one they used to be.
This is the world of reality. We have to become realism if we really want to have this life. We have to earn money if we really want to live a better life. As a man of Chinese, the possess of car and house separates us into two groups. It is so obvious that which group takes all the advantages. Without money, without all of these, how could we make our other halves have a real stable and happy life.
People are realism. Face it and stop thinking those childish fairy tales. |
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